Love me or Hate Me? (FINISHED)
Author: Justinbieberlover

Chapter 18

The condo was huge and white and.... just a shocker. Why was mom trying so hard to get me out of the house? And why was she trying to force me to marry James? Was I mad at him? Yeah. Did I like him?
Yeah. I really did.
But living together was going to be crazy. I meant what I said in the car. I was not sleeping in the same bed as him. He's not a virgin, I am. Knowing him, he'll try something stupid and I'll end up taking the car and leavi- "I got it."
He was in the room right now. I could just take the car and leave. No one will know where I'm at and I can just use the money I already have, and get a hotel room or something. Eventually they'd notice I was gone and come looking but by the time they find me, I'll be long gone.
It was tempting no doubt, but would I be able to do it?
Before I could change my mind, I grabbed the keys and quietly walked towards the door. I opened it and took one step out. I was going to take another one but I heard someone clear their throat.
I turned around and was only a few inches away from James. "Going somewhere?" He took the keys from my hand and I sighed.
"No. Not that I can think of." If I lie, he'll go away.
"You know lying won't make me go away." Damn. "I know you don't want to be here anymore then I do, but since we're here, we might as well make the most of it."
I rolled my eyes. "You're only saying that because you-"
"-Care. I care. So, close the door, and come inside."
I rolled my eyes and walked over to the kitchen. No real reason, but I wanted to stay away from James. I can't like him again as much as before. Than it'll be a bad thing. He is known for one thing.
Breaking hearts.
I don't want to go through all that crying and head aches again. Not over him. I sat on the counter and sighed. "This is so stupid."
"I know." He walked over to me and put one hand on both sides of my waist. "But it'll get better."
Okay, awkward position. Awkward position! "Um..."
"You see Is, what I don't get is why you think I can't read you." Okay. He knows? "I know you like me, so lets not fight this. You want me."
"I-" His phone rang and I looked at the caller ID. It said Candy. I rolled my eyes. "-see you have to answer your sluts phone call." I pushed him off me and walked to the bedroom, which was easy ro find. I closed and locked the door.
I didn't realize I was crying until I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Great. The one thing I wanted to avoid.
I walked over to the bed, threw off my shoes and lied down. I grabbed one pillow and held it tight to my body.
That night, I actually cried to myself to sleep thinking one thought over and over again. No matter what anyone says, he will never be mine.


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