The Burning and Frozen Moments of our hearts
Author: Paki MoMokinz

Chapter 11
Verge Of Breakdown

                                          Verge of Breakdown

All hope is lost.

Ever since you left me

I have lost a part of myself

That I have been dying to get back

Now I don’t know if I can go on without you in my life anymore

You were everything I wanted, and everything I needed.

All I wanted was your love, but it appeared out of reach to you.

I was left in a world of regret and chaos and now you are gone.

I am in a place of solitude and anger but I am not regretful No I am not regretful

But now you are just dead to me


Chorus

My heart is draining its last droplet of blood into the sea and my love for you is going with it.

And I can’t help but to think that the emotions that I have felt for you have vanished.

You left me in a place where the pain is unimaginable

You left me here to rot

You left me here to die

You wouldn’t care if I was burned alive

You left me here to decay

You wanted to watch me be deceased

But now that my heart is buried, so are you


Verse 2

From the first day we met, I knew this was the start of something good.

I didn’t expect it to be this short. You played me for a fool. I thought you were the one. You treated me like a pawn moving me around as you pleased. I was just a fool to fall for a treacherous woman like you.

I should have saw it coming, but I was to naïve to think that you weren’t the one full of lies.

The pain of your evil ways just grew and grew until it was unbearable. I couldn’t think twice of the grief that you caused me Your tears haunt me in my dreams and my nightmares; I see your face staring down at me.

I was nothing more than another toy to you that you could play with, but now who is the toy being played with.


Chorus

My heart is draining its last droplet of blood into the sea and my love for you is going with it.

And I can’t help but to think that the emotions that I have felt for you have vanished.

You left me in a place where the pain is unimaginable

You left me here to rot

You left me here to die

You wouldn’t care if I was burned alive

You left me here to decay

You wanted to watch me be deceased

But now that my heart is buried, so are you


Third verse

The denial and the lies that you fed me were too much, I couldn’t take anymore of your bullshit any longer. You made my life upside down, and now I made your world upside down. Now you just lie beneath the earth silent, no more can you hurt me no more can you feed me your lies cause u are just not existent anymore.


Break:

And now that I am on the verge of breakdown, and I can’t find myself breathing, I am on top of the cliff getting ready to jump to end all the painful memories of you and mine. I will have to lose it all just for me to repay you in the same way you repaid me. And now that I am on the verge of breakdown, you aren’t breathing and neither is my heart. My body aches; my head hurts and ask if this is the end. THIS IS THE END.

 

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