the world within me
Author: Ella

Chapter 120
Think Again

Think Again
My mind is aching to inch so close
And further still I go
My heart is racing to edge it on
Itís totally wrong I know

My yearning is stronger than my mind
My mind awash with chemical
Firing almost insistent
I give up being critical

I cannot help this feeling
I cannot stop this mind
I have no control to think
Along a straight and narrow line

My hands have a mind of their own
Just like how hunger calls
My feet take me where it wishes
They cause my endless falls

This craving feeds on itself
I canít help this dependence
Fixated on this obsession
Whatever my reluctance

I am inclined to this and that
But trust me I canít control
All these negative emotions
That erupt within my fold
Stop deceiving yourself people tell me
Enslaved to something beyond
Beauty and enjoyment
Something I found fond

Once it brought me pleasure
Brought a smile unto my face
But now it hurts so much
And I feel laid to waste

Trust me itís beyond me
I have no leading reign
It takes me and lifts me higher
Although I cringe at the pain

Youíre falling and youíre stumbling
Iím climbing these happy flights
Youíre into the depths of destruction
Iím soaring these amazing heights

Youíre dying fading away
Iím stronger than before
Youíre gone hopeless and dead
I feel alive at the core

Youíre finished and thereís no way
To end my addictive pain
Your heart is cold and hardened
I cannot think again


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