Americas heart attack, My Comspiracy Theory (please rate)
Author: Lucas giddens

Chapter 9


    America was found by the Christian faith.  The Ten Commandments are still in businesses across America today.  Yes they are in the Old Testament so you can argue that is of the Jewish faith.  Well for those of you that don’t know Jesus Christ was a Jew himself.  I am fully aware that the laws are hard to keep.  I don’t like some of them but it don’t matter on what I say.  I do my best to submit to them.  When Christ came and walked amongst us he made it impossible to go to heaven except through him.

    Some say that times have changed since he was here.  However it has been written in the book of Hebrews chapter thirteen verses eight, “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.”  People from all across America maybe did not agree with the interoperation of the bible and some did not have the same faith that we were founded on but we all submitted to the laws of the land so we were the United States of America.  Now we look like a big bunch of heathens that fight with each other and don’t focus anywhere else just like the Roman Empire that got taken over by a bunch of little barbarians.  Even if you don’t agree with my faith or anybody else’s you might not believe in anything but know this I think it was Intestine that said making the same mistake over again is insane.   

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   I still do not want to accept the fact I am handicap.  Oh how I wish that this was just a bad dream and I would wake up to a normal life again.  I remember how it was to be able to fit in with everybody else.  To be heard as regular person.  I feel like I am just an outcast.   To be honest with you I am so embarrassed to even walk and talk in front of people. I do it just for my loved ones to be happy.  It is hard for me to bear of what others are thinking.  I have tried not to care about that but it is always in my head.

    However hard the obstacles are to get around or over, I know God is with me.  My confidence has been rode hard and put up wet so to speak.  I am a pure red blooded American mutt that refuses to concede in this life I am living on earth.  

    I get out seeing people of cores but they know my story.  I have given God excuse after excuse.   I am sure that he wants action.  He has heard every excuse there is im sure.  It is easy for people to say don’t worry about what others think.  I know because I say it to myself all the time.  I have even said it to my friends around me, you know to act cool and tough but I let the humiliation keep me from so much deep down inside.

    I wanted to slap the preacher upside the head some times.  I have to come to realize that the Holy Spirit that dwells inside of me is the same as God telling me to get off my butt and do something.  You know in the book of John chapter fourteen, and verses fifteen, sixteen and seventeen Jesus Christ said, “If you love me, keep my commandments.  And I will pray the father, and he will give another helper, that he may abide with you forever-the spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him or knows him; but you know him, for he dwells with you and will be in you.”

    I will do my very best to listen to the Holy Spirit.  I do not even want to consider the possibility of the second death.  I am a long way from meeting the standards that the Lord Jesus Christ has set for his followers.  It is not in me to quit.  If it was not for the mercy and grace his apostle John wrote in revelations chapter twenty one verses eight, “But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murders, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.”

    Now the one and only Lord Jesus Christ said in the book of Matthew chapter five verses twenty eight, twenty nine, and thirty, “But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.  If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than your whole body to be cast into hell.  And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than your whole body to be cast into hell.”

    I do know that if we keep fighting within ourselves.  America will fall. Just look in the history books.  The Roman Empire use to be the power house and wealthiest nation in the world as well.  We both had one thing in common also.  It was the faith of the lord and savior Jesus Christ.  But they fell to by giving in to their own wants and desires.

    The statement that Jesus Christ made thrice in three different books in the bible to his disciples who we call the apostles because, they got to have the honor and glory of walking with the son of man when he was amongst us. It is located in the of Matthew-16:24, Mark-8:34, and Luke-9:23 which reads, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and fallow.”  I am very thankful and blessed for his forgiveness.  There is not a day that goes by that I fall short of that verses alone.  The worldly ways has addicted everybody in America including myself.

    You might not be addicted to drugs but you do have an addiction.  But you might be so self-righteous you think you have no worldly addictions but the laws that we have in America are for a purpose.  Take drugs for an example.  You might be somebody that benefits from one.  But they were made illegal for a good reason.  People like me over indulge in them and that would promote crime, sexual transmitted deceases, or as simple as getting a girl pregnant.  If anybody has the same tendencies as I then you know what I am talking about.

    Some will sit around pretending that the world will go on and call people in the world like me religious nuts, bible thumpers, and holly rollers that cling to the bible and guns.  The ones that do have religion especially Christianity are nothing more that self righteous hypocrites that think they are better than everybody else.   I do not care to argue with you.  A true Christian such as myself will agree to being a self righteous hypocrite that does not deserve the many blessings that were bestowed on me.   However you look at it I will go to heaven through the blood of Jesus Christ and any other way will lead you straight to Hell.

    The end has already been written.  Nobody knows for a fact if his people that are called by his name, you know Christians will still be on the earth during the entire ruckus that will take place here on earth.  From what is written in the bible it will be a complete mad house.  Now knowing that I have trouble fighting my way out of a paper bag then clinging to a gun would be smart.  I will not be one that pretends the world will go on.  I know it comes to an end, so the preparation is a must.

    When I read the bible it is just like that movie The Never Ending Story.  You know how the words come to life.  Especially when you read the book of Matthew chapter twenty four verses six and seven when it was written, “And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars.  See that you are not troubled; for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.  For nation will rise up against nation and kingdom against kingdom.  And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places.  When I read that it was just like getting slapped in the face because we have had this happen before so we have become jaded.  America is getting restless, unconcerned, unbelieving, and losing faith in the lord Jesus Christ. 

    You may think we have seen it all.  Close your eyes and try to imagine what im about to say.  Pretend you are lying down and have the ability of hearing all the commotion going on around, with your loved ones talking to you as they are holding your hand.  No matter how hard you try, you cannot speak or control any part of your body.  You want to scream as loud as you can.  Some would say that would be hell.  I don’t know if there is a person out there that has been through what I am talking about.  Hell would also bring the everlasting pain that would include that complete turmoil that im talking about.

    I want to give up at times and get back on the drugs that made me feel so good.  I am aware that I would be able to make good money and get some good ole sex all the time.  The fear of what I just got through describing to you keeps me chasing after the righteous path that can only be obtained by fallowing the lord Jesus Christ.  That old saying that practice makes perfect is true and it might take me forever to achieve that but I will continue on living in the good graces of Jesus Christ.  I am thankful to be living in the condition that im in.

    Like he said in the book of Mark chapter nine verses forty five, “And if your foot causes you to sin, cut it off.  It is better for you to enter life lame, rather than having two feet, to be cast into hell, into the fire that shall never be quenched.”   I know how it feels to be burned well enough along with being tormented.  I can’t even fathom combining them two together.

    Looks like we are living in the fantasy world waiting on a super hero or the x-men to come and save America.  Time to wake up and face reality because the savior already came and he gave us the right to make our own choice on the faith you decide to fallow and in America you are protected to put your own belief to practice.  However we have given our trust and hope to man or woman to fix.  We need to get out of the Cinderella story and face the reality.

    Nearly every time I walk and talk to a police officer getting out of a car when im driving.  I get asked if I have been drinking or have taken pills.  At first I got mad.  They were only doing their job though.  If I was in there shoes I would think that I was inebriated or something as well.  So, I have to face reality as well.  I don’t want messed up drivers on the roads either.

    I put myself in this mess by fallowing my own wants.  I was wrong in doing that.  It happens so now I will do my best to fallow the will of the heavenly fathers will and not my own.  Who I believe is Jesus Christ.  You know that saying, “Marry the mother of God.”  Let’s get out of the comic books.

    It seems like every conversation I have winds up being about the bible.  I guess that is because that is the only thing that I know about.  I like football and movies so I end up living in the fantasy world as well.  To me the bible is the truth.  The commandments are hard to fallow.  I am trying to talk about other things but always end up talking about the bible.  I have to watch what I say because I don’t want to become a self righteous hypocrite that is despised by our lord Jesus Christ.  It is hard to swallow but we are what he despises but we his people are fortunate to be forgiven through his mercy and grace.

    Here is the deal.  No matter what religion or faith you have in this country if you reside here legally or not.  We all have one thing in common.  That is freedom.  If we don’t pull together to maintain the freedom, good or bad we will lose that right to choose.  So it will not matter what you want.

    You know how dumb we have become to the Bible.  You can see it anywhere in America even in the south.  I can spot it no matter what state, town, city, parish, and definitely in our so called government.  Take notice that I said we have become dumb, so I am referring to myself also.  We started off as a just nation no matter what religion.  However you look at it the Christian religion was the morals and laws what this nation was founded on.

    No matter what religion you are, if you do not control your tongue or as you may have heard before, watch your mouth then you will only prove that the religion you go by is worthless.  Only talk.  In the bible, James the brother of Jesus said himself in the book of James chapter one verses twenty six, “If anyone among you thinks he is religious, and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his own heart, this one’s religion is useless.”

    Jesus Christ gave us advice on how to choose the best candidates for the job required and also to be cautious on the electing.  Take for example the current president of the United States.  What did he ever accomplish in life besides writing a few books?  The way I see it is that he was just allot of talk.  Sure he sounds intelligent and appears to our eyes as a business man. 

    I along with you for many years went with what felt right.  My lord and savior Jesus Christ said in the book of Matthew chapter seven verses fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, and eighteen,  Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves.  You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thorn bushes or figs from thistles?   Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit.  A good tree cannot bear bad fruit nor can a bad tree bear good fruit.

    I do know that only one sin is not forgiven.   I do know that he expects us to fallow a set of laws.  He gave us commandments to fallow.  He even said on the day of his return in the book of Matthew chapter seven verses twenty two and twenty three, “Many will say to me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we prophesied in your name, cast out demons in your name, and done many wonders in your name?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you who practice lawlessness!’



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